Alesta,

Hoping you are finding a place where you will be able to survive. It is good you are willing to do what is needed to take care of yourself. It seems like you have a good head on your shoulders & have ideas in place to put yourself into a safe place.

The important thing to realize is that with PTSD, it is not something you can care for by yourself....you are really going to have to look into well qualified therapy....not an easy thing to do....being one who has just been in that place.

I hope things are looking up without being around your Mothers home...no need to add coal to the fire,

Debbie