((((Babysteps09))))

My friend you are not alone and everything you said makes perfect sense. Know that you are not crazy. It is a lonely world out here and sometimes the weight of everything barring down can seem so heavy and lonely. I can relate to what you said in many ways.

I know it is hard but here you have many friends that really care and love you very much. Reaching out is a step in the right direction. Keeping yourself amongst online friends is important. You have been such an inspiration to me and a good friend. I count it a blessing to know you.

Please know you are not already dead. You wrote and you reached out. That is showing that there is still hope and life in there. We are here for you always. Whether night or day, you can find someone here. We are ready to walk this path with you until you find the light. The darkness cannot last forever.

Keep reaching out here and posting. Letting out what you feel can be so much help. Knowing that someone cares and is here for you can give you strength to fight. You are always there for others and we want to be here for you. Know that we love you and send gentle hugs your way. PM me anytime you need to. Love you.

dps