((((justfloating))))

I hear you and I fully understand what you are saying. Words are my only way out and the only thing that was not taken from me. They are who I am and they hold everything I feel. So many times I cannot find the words to say or they won't come, or they are coming so fast that I cannot get them all down.

Writing is a great tool and it is a way to get out what otherwise would stay within forever. Sometimes just starting to write whatever comes starts the words for me. Before long I look back and there is a whole page----black on white----full. Sometimes it makes sense and sometimes it is just words. But it is my words none the less.

At times when my head is so full that I am overwhelmed with all that is within----I just have to start somewhere. One word at a time. There are times I need to say something so bad and I feel that nothing is coming out, but I write anyways and before I know it----I am writing what needs to be said.

I do understand what you are feeling and saying. Just hang in there and keep writing. It will come and it will say what you need it to say. Know we are here for you always.

dps