(((((SWA LUV))))) I am sorry that you are feeling so low. I understand and I have been there. This is your depression trying to win. Know this: by coming here to post you are still fighting your depression and this is great. Don't let it take over your mind we are here to battle depression with you, you are not alone in your fight. If you do feel depression winning please do call someone, a friend, a crisis line, the hospital, 911 these people are also there to help you beat depression. Please keep posting.

If I could be there in person I would be.