Books are good, yeah. I really need to be able to focus again soon so I can read the stack that's piled up over months, but whether I'm on meds or not, reading just doesn't come easily like it used to. Either my brain's too frenetic to sit down and concentrate on a single subject or it's so depressed that all I want to do is sleep. I realize that before I sought treatment I often had these problems, but they seem more acute since on the meds. Like the meds have caused me to rapid cycle and that blows.

Of course I missed you. We bipolars all need each other and when one is sinking the rest of us wish we could be there to help. Our cycles suck sometimes, but at least when one is down another is up and can help see us through. Others who are down at the same time can commiserate also. You know all this. I wish I could give a real hug to all the people who've helped me on here, you included.

I have an appt at noon...today to see a new p-nurse. I'm afraid my hypomania will end, but I know I need to get back to sleeping or something bad will probably happen.

HUGS!!