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Old Aug 08, 2009, 09:15 AM
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When I'm off my meds I eventually get suicidal. But at first I feel very alive, like I feel things more deeply, more keenly. It feels good.

I've been back on my meds for several months now. No more black holes and feeling suicidal. But no more "feelings" either. I do feel things but it all seems kind of remote and far away. I miss the more intense feelings of "feeling alive." The only intense feeling I have right now is my anxiety going off and on. Everything else is kind of .... bland. Is this how "normal" people feel?
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I'd rather have a visit, note or pretty picture
than an "I'll say a prayer" or a "god bless you."
Doesn't make me feel better, no meaning to me for sure.
Can't stop you from praying and blessing me,
and if that makes you feel better feel free.
But keep it to yourself please, don't tell me.
And let's all respect each other's feelings.
With kindness, support and "sweet dreamings."
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