Thanks BNLsMom. I didn't mean to leave you out of my list at all. My brain is just scattered and frenetic, but

to you.
I'll be honest with the p-nurse. I know this can't last forever, but I've survived the worst depression over and over again in my life so I figure I'll make it through the next one okay. I can't afford to go to the hospital so I'll be good I promise.
Frolicking onward as ... super chick!