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Originally Posted by Pomegranate
When I'm off my meds I eventually get suicidal. But at first I feel very alive, like I feel things more deeply, more keenly. It feels good.
I've been back on my meds for several months now. No more black holes and feeling suicidal. But no more "feelings" either. I do feel things but it all seems kind of remote and far away. I miss the more intense feelings of "feeling alive." The only intense feeling I have right now is my anxiety going off and on.  Everything else is kind of .... bland. Is this how "normal" people feel?
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When I am off my medications I am bad, I have a hard time functioning when I am on them and when I am off; forget it. I get so sick with depression it ties me down so that I can not do anything at all. My feelings either way I would have to say they are down. I used to be normal people I would say NO.