Heidu, anytime you want to go sit and chat, let's go. Soda sounds great.

It feels like today everyone is feeling blah......wouldn't it be awesome if just once we could all be together and talk? It would take days......lol.

I'm sorry you're feeling bad. It must be frustrating because most of the time you appear to be doing so well and don't vent too much on here......so I'm sending lots of hugs and sloppy drooling kisses from Alex's puppy (the stuffed dog).

We all want to be loved and cared about. I'm in the same spot like Forgoten now, but I can remember those feelings. You do contribute, esp. here but I know what you mean with finances. It's why I live on pain meds and work - I have to be earning a living or making sure money comes in and that is the only way.

You are such a terrific person, Heidu. This will pass but please take care of yourself. You're needed here, very much.

Mary Alice