The world is out to get me. My son (8 year) hates me for wanting him to read. He tells me he dsnt care for me or anything. And he dsnt matter and he just want to make me cry. And the guy I like I dnt know what is going on there. I want to talk to him. But he's busy so I can't and even if he cld I dnt want to scare him off by ballng. Balling. My head is not clear I want to take stuff and just sleep I'm supposed to be on vacatipn but its going horribly wrong horribly wrong. I think I'm going to zone out and not participate and just cry till I can't cry anymore than maybe I will be numb and can help a ltl with the plans