and you sink deeper into what you thought was already the rock bottom. and you hurt and you dont know why and you cant understand it and you know its not fair and you want nothing more than for it to stop.
it hurts.... its agony.
you want to cry. you want to scream. you want to curl up and die.
i want to close my eyes and never have to open then.
i want to hide away from this stupid cruel world.

...life really is a ******.