Some times I don't read or really look at my own posts so I thought I would share one of your's with you. Don't get me wrong here, I am not putting you down or saying anything bad about you. I am sharing with you your own wisdom. ((((Hang in there, Take it one moment at a time, but hang on. Keep posting and telling us how you are doing))))). This post came from you, it is good advise. I have learned so much from you that I really can't thank you enough. You are not a loser or a deadbeat, you are not alone - you have others in your life as you have stated and you have us. Don't let depression tell you anything different. Many hugs and thank yous for your day.