Just want to say welcome, make yourself at home. Share you thoughts if you want. That was unfair for someone related to you doing this. It's good that you told someone you trust like your mum. It isn't easy telling but you did it and hopefully stopped! It's good to here that what happend doesn't let you ruin your whole life, your worth so much more. Even though your still a V (virgin) waiting to find someone special at the right moment is the best. Your not a wimp for speaking this right now very brave! I also have odd anti-social behaviors, unusually low self-esteem/depression to deal with too. But I try not to let it take over my life and accept it. Your not making this all up, your just telling us this in return some advice. Can you forgive and forget? But if It was me I would ignore and stay away. More then once been abused like me, I try to stay away from the person. I hope your ok now?
Safe hug... {{{{{{hopefully07}}}}}}