what is wrong. I hate this I do know that. I don't think I'm depressed. I feel happy sometimes. But I do worry alot. I have bad thoughts that run through my head and I can't push them away. I love my husband and family. I feel like i am failing them because I can't be there all the time. I was on the phone for most of Friday morning looking for a doctor but their all booked up or they're not accepting new patients. Now I'm mad and frustrated and worried. UGH I hate THIS!