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Old Aug 08, 2009, 11:57 PM
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Where the HELL are we?
 
Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
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Uummm...

I don't know why I'm posting this.

Someone wants us to, but we're not sure who.

This is the video that we made after some of our insiders introduced themselves to us; when we first ever became consciously aware that we had insiders. It was a very scary time, and we thought we were crazy. They wouldn't tell us their names, well...they told us two, but it took a couple days for them to feel comfortable enough to tell us some of the rest. And even after a couple days, there were a few of them that were hiding. We aren't sure, but there may still be some hiding. It was a very noisy time in our head. We were so scared!! We still are!!!

We didn't know how to talk with T about it. We were afraid she would lock us up. We were afraid she would laugh. We were afraid she would get angry, and we were afraid she'd tell us she didn't want to see us anymore cause we were too crazy.

So we made this video for her and we told her about it at the end of session so we wouldn't have to talk about it. We gave it to her and asked if she would watch it later. She said yes. We were terrified of going back to T's the next week!!!

Anyway...we know that you all are probably interested in seeing the video (sorry...we don't mean that in a snotty way), but we need to warn you all. It is almost 20 minutes long...and it might be very triggering for some of you so please take good care of yourselves and only watch if you feel like you are in a strong enough place. There are some graphic pics in this video...and sad pics too.

It is not the best quality video either. None of us had ever made a video on the computer before and we didn't know how to fix some of the pictures.

We understand if you don't want to watch it, or if you decide to turn it off. It is more important that you keep yourselves safe than watch this video.

If this video bothers anyone, it is okay for mods/admin to take it down.

We are sorry....

(TRIGGER WARNING) WATCH WITH CARE!!!!!!!!!!


http://forums.psychcentral.com/showt...51#post1100751
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