Seroquel turned me into a dumb, unstable rock. But so much for it. Yeah, the cold and stomach aches make insomnia not so pleasant. That and my eyes are getting red. I took a Benadryl at 9:45 and hope it will kick in soon.

Almost had a full blown panic attack while making dinner and I'm not sure why. I'm getting more and more afraid of the knife in the kitchen because my invasive thoughts involve it, but I'm afraid of blood so HTF could it happen?

Also, Vickie, since coming off the above, I'm only on Wellbutrin 150 in the am and Lamictal 100 in the pm (but I started it July 5th and am supposed to eventually get up to 200). No adverse effects that I can tell so far. It seems to me like a placebo. My moods still swing this way and that. Depressed and hypomanic (or whatever this is called), angry, enraged, irritable, then sleeping all the time. So who knows if double this will do anything. All I know is Seroquel nearly killed me with extreme depression and I feel so much better although I'd like to sleep now.

I'm going to try my best to lay in bed even if and when I'm awakened tonight.