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I'm sorry you feel so overwhelmed - it is certainly understandable and at such a young age too. My T wants me to face things also, but just getting through each hour of the day exhausts me too.
Try to stay focused on how you feel - not what others are. It will only depress you more. Do something you enjoy doing - something just for yourself. Don't let the thoughts and moods take over........you are sane, just as I call it, "chaotic" at the moment.
Mary Alice