Ryan,
I don't know you very well, so I suppose seeing another side to you is not that big of a deal to me. I always appreciated the posts of yours I got to read. And I'll always have fondness for a fellow Pistons fan.

Forgive me for talking about me here, but I feel like I can relate. Feel free to tell me I'm off the mark if so. I've recently discovered another side to me I've been calling "the screaming banshee." Those who know me well have been a bit shocked at the vulgarities she spews when she's angry. A tiny part of me is ashamed at this behavior because I was always brought up to be the "good girl." But a bigger part of me thinks this is just another side to who I really am. This means I'm being more of my true self...more authentic. Isn't that a good thing? Especially when those you love and who love you back accept all sides of you.

I wish you well. You sound upset, and I wish I could help with that.

Be well and go Pistons!

gg

Edited to correct a typo