Hi seriouslylonly,
Welcome to PC. It's great that you have found us; hope we can help. We would love to hear your story; just do what you just did in your first post--just start typing! I am one of the "older" ones too and I find that everyone here, regardless of age, are so insightful and non-judgmental; we speak from our hearts and our souls. This is a good place to be so don't hesitate joining in. We are looking forward to hearing from you soon. Take care!