Ah the depression it came and went and came again all in a day. I got some ativan from a doc to ease the anxiety. I'm going up and up right now but two minutes ago seriously I was balling like a baby. I forsee that happening again. I have an appt soon but I dnt want to go I may cancel by the time it hits I won't need to go anymore ill be more even again. Anyway I think I can take care of it without some doc puting chmicals into my body that make it so a icant function properly