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I just think that I've been deceiving everyone, because I think in trying to say how I feel it comes off as being more dramatic then it actually is. Though while I'm typing this I realize that when I write things here they are real to me at the time... so it's not like I'm trying to bait people's sympathy on a conscious level at least. Even though that would be the only motivation I can think of if my deeper issues have merely been fabricated to fit in here over the past 2 years (has it really been that long?) regardless of the label not I know that I do have issues with dissociation, even though I've always thought of it to be normal, and I also have anxiety issues that are also getting in the way of my life as well. (even if it's not far enough on the spectrum for an actual diagnosis)
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