Guess: Because those who care the most also hurt the most.

I speak only for myself. When I see you're hurting, Fuzzybear, I panic a little. It's like finding an ominous crack in one of the central "Pillars of the Temple." Of course, you are more than allowed to need attention, no shame at all in that. What unsettles me is how much and often you comfort others. I feel feelings of being too small for the job of trying to help a Great One.

But I'll take the risk of being inadequate.

May all the best wishes of those who know and care for you, whether unexpressed or expressed only imperfectly in posts, combine and insert themselves among your negative feelings to somehow lighten your day. And if tomorrow, or the next hour, or the next minute you need the same, may we be vigilant enough to respond with even greater and more effective care.

Fuzzybear!