I see sounds like you were all over the place that day. I feel some of your pain. He said that he would bring the kids over then changed his mind. That's not right he should stick with agreement. If he doesn't let you see you kids again, can you go to court to get an agreement to see your kids for a couple of days? Maybe it was ok to say a litttle lie not to be hurting others because they are not comming. You can hate him but you shouldn't hate your life! If he doesn't let you go and see your kids when you would like too, then maybe you should go to court and get permission to have the time you need with your kids. It's tough when you feel so far away from one another. You could always phone them. If there old enough emailing them. {{{{{{Kathie}}}}}}