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Originally Posted by wanttoheal
Perhaps your T can get you in touch with someone who can do testing to find out what's going on for you?
What do you mean here?
That sounds kind of scary to me. T said that parts cannot be killed because the body would die as well. But maybe what you experience is different. For me, T said that as I heal, some parts of myself may blend into myself. Nothing lost, only gained.
Please take gentle care.   |
I've been interviewed by her supervisor who's a psychiatrist. He never gave me a diagnosis except dythmia which my old T had thought I had first anyways.
Well see, there was this alt I had that I used online. I dunno if he was actually me or not. I got scared because I attracted a stalker type guy who kept insisting on his aspirations for us. All I wanted was a friend and I enjoyed the attention he doted on me. I didn't know anyway else out of the relationship since I wanted to be his friend. So I dunno I made a big old tanglement of lies and I dunno. I feel so bad and guilty and hurt. I made a lot of people really sad. I want to tell them the truth but I'm so scared to. What I did was wrong. And now I can't get him back because he's dead.