I've been interviewed by her supervisor who's a psychiatrist. He never gave me a diagnosis except dythmia which my old T had thought I had first anyways.

Well see, there was this alt I had that I used online. I dunno if he was actually me or not. I got scared because I attracted a stalker type guy who kept insisting on his aspirations for us. All I wanted was a friend and I enjoyed the attention he doted on me. I didn't know anyway else out of the relationship since I wanted to be his friend. So I dunno I made a big old tanglement of lies and I dunno. I feel so bad and guilty and hurt. I made a lot of people really sad. I want to tell them the truth but I'm so scared to. What I did was wrong. And now I can't get him back because he's dead.