I am new to this site and have seen that there are alot of people here that are having the same problems. hopefully there is an end to this feeling and I hope i can find it here.

I feel so lonely, lost, sad, I can't motivate myself, I Sleep all day, I've lost my appetite. These are just a few of the terrible things that i am feeling or are happening to me.

I can't remember any good or fun things that have happened in my life even though I know there were tons of things that used to make me happy. WHY can't I remember them?

I said I sleep all day but yet its not really sleep at all. I go to sleep feeling bad and wake up feeling bad. Sometimes I sleep a half hour at a time and wake up gasping for air. I just want to be able to have a good nights sleep again.