Thanks for your input. I just can't imagine that there is time missing out of my day that I am unaware of. Granted I don't watch the clock very often but it seems like I am here 99% of the time. It's a bit confusing. No I don't have a therapist right now, I just moved to a different state and now that I'm here I've made an appointment for next Tuesday to see my doctor and get a referral to see a therapist. I have so many things wrong upstairs but my husband doesn't believe in mental disorders so I can't talk to him about this and he's not going to be happy that I'm seeing a therapist. Any ideas on dealing with the hubby?