hey eljay, i, too, relate to the first two of the symptoms you listed. i'm not sure about the ECT since i haven't had it myself.
i think dissociation and dissociative symptoms are a way to channel out stress and anxiety - whether it is caused by memories/flashbacks or current events.
keep on reading and posting here, this is a very good place for support. i'm glad you posted

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