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Old Aug 10, 2009, 02:30 PM
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I'm not sure if I'm over thinking or under thinking all of the things that could be related. With the above mentioned I also have these periods. It's so strange. I remember them though. I just get in the I guess you would say frame of mind where I remember my past yet at the same time it doesn't feel like it is MY past. It feels like everything has happened to someone else. It feels like my life has started that second and everything that had ever happened, the good and the bad, were all someone elses memory. These thoughts last a few minutes than I move on and am back to normal. I thought this was normal but maybe I was wrong, than again maybe I am right. I just don't even know what's normal and what's not. I keep thinking that the things going on in my mind are common, but I made the same mistake when it came to the chest pain I have been experiencing. I thought it was common to have random chest pain but I was wrong and now may have something seriously wrong with my heart (still in the testing process)
I can't even trust my own judgement really any more because most of what I thought I knew was wrong. I just don't know. I don't want DID, who does? And along with my other known disorders if I got DIDs it would just be the icing of the cake that ruins me.
Thanks for all of the support and the input though. It's so nice to finally be able to talk to someone about this!