Hey Stranga91. Don't feel embarrassed to talk to your doc about these thoughts. Thats what they are there for. Doctors don't think of sexual thoughts and behavoirs the same as we do. They are trained to give advice on those kind of things. I used to get embarrassed all the time with my old doc but after I talked more and more to her about my thoughts it became easier when I had a problem with something as sensitive as sex. Good Luck!