When depression sets in and makes you feel so bad you don't know which way to turn. Do not be afraid to ask for help. You can come here to PC, you can go to a doctors office, go to the emergency room at the hospital, call someone, call a hot line, call 911, call your therapist. I myself have these numbers posted on my computer so they are always handy and I carry one in my pocket. Do not be afraid, if you were having a heart attack or any other ailment you would call 911, depression is no different it is an illness. Please put these phone numbers where you can get to them. Just a thought. Hugs for everyone.