will it really matter anyway--
Yes, it does matter.

i'll be told the same thing... You don't know that.
it's never anything anyway. No, no, that thinking is stinking thinking.
my fear is it is a tumor or something that no one can see Understandable, I would wonder the very same thing. Which is why a second opinion will be valuable to your peace of mind if nothing else.
that eventually everything will be over anyway. Again, you do not know that.
if no one is worried, why should i be????? Because it's your body and your quality of life!
i can't seem to find my way out of this
eventually i'll get there......