(((((screwedmind88))))) I know it is going to be hard but you have to be honest with your professionals. They can not help you otherwise. They will not look at you as a freak but as someone with an illness. Now what I do is print out my posts and share them with my professionals. I think it helps me because I don't seem to be able to get my feelings into words very well. I have also seen where this does not work for some people so it is up to you. All in all be honest, just like you are on PC. Good luck, hugs for your day.