"will it really matter anyway" ... yes

"i'll be told the same thing
its never anything anyway"

Please don't assume you'll be told the same thing.( drs are sometimes wrong and they certainly arent gods... no offense here to anyone)

(deleted an example)

so they may not tell you the same thing, you need and deserve to know what is really going on!

Keep on pushing until you find a dr who actually listens

I know how hard that is when feeling scared, hurt and invalidated



"eventually I'll get there"

I agree with notz, good thinking