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I'm not really sure when I should talk to my T about my issue with dissociation (not necessarily of the identity kind, because I also frequently depersonalize as well) because well... I really get the feeling of wanting someone to know in my offline life. I mean, even though it's something I'm utterly terrified it's also something that I want to be heard. I mean, my first 2 sessions went very well, but the last one went bad. Like, instinctively it seemed that I felt really uncomfortable and he didn't quite pick up on that so his responses made me cry (even though I tried my very hardest not to because I hate crying in front of other people) and you know I only tell him stuff when he asks questions not because I really feel comfortable doing so but because I know it's really the only way for things to progress. But this is different...because it's so difficult to even think about talking about it I really don't think I could handle his response.
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