{{{{{{neri}}}}}}}
I can totally relate. Your not the stuff you say you are. Your kind, loyal, true, pretty, wise and really nice! You just don't see it yet. My parents don't understand me at all. I asked my mum how she would feel if I died, she said she would feel very upset. But that's not the point! My room is still a mess and I will have to face up to cleaning it at some point. Like to listen to music as it makes everything seem quicker. I'm sure your dog is happy that he's with you. Lucky he's not alone on the streets. Keep on going...