Hey all...
I have finally found a place where I can find answers to my questions...
To begin with I am a very dreamy person. I dream all day and all night, no matter what I do or say... In a way you could easily compare me to "Becky Bloomwood" the famous character created by Sophie Kinsella. Just like her I wade deep into the dreamy forests. I am posting this dream here so that I can interpret it more deeply and I really need to do that...
This dream appeared first when I was a 6th grader... I remember that day to be so gloomy and dull for me, having a dispute with my best friends and then back home with my parents and my siblings... The only person with whom I was in talking terms was with my grandpa.. Well, that night I slept without any supper, and this is how the dream goes-
I am at school and having a nice time with my friends... We are discussing stuffs that I never thought about and the atmosphere was so peaceful and happy.. At that moment I'm in my classroom; then suddenly I'm in my school library, or so I thought... Anyway I was surrounded by shelves and shelves of books... and I had a few books in my hand and I'm leafing through some others... and then I am sitting at the Library counter talking to someone and in my mind I know she is my assistant or whatever..
Then I look up and see some guy come up to me...he is wearing a white shirt, that is just shining radiantly and I look upto his eyes, and OH! MY GOD!! I say!! He was the most handsome guy I met!! ( I was only 12 den!! and I never had one boyfriend, all my friends were girls) and he had the most beautiful eyes and that smile!! It was soooooooo beautiful that I forgot all my pain and grief at that moment... all I did was stare at him... and though it was a dream I felt it... in my heart... and i felt him before my eyes... and to this day that dream remains intact...
By and by I saw him everytime... we met at different places, in different countries, at different occassions and each time I saw him, my heart would bounce... I was in love with him... I knew it.. I could feel the warmth of that love I had towards him, it was like something very fulfilling and I dont know how to describe it very clearly but seeing him always brought peace and calm to my thundering behaviour...
For the past 6 months he has ceased to appear in my dreams that I've started missing him badly and I get that sense of fear and lonliness that I used to have when I was a kid.
Can anyone explain to me what this is supposed to mean?? Why do I see him and why is it that I feel a strong love towards him, that I dont feel even slightly to anyone else??
And something else too- Most of my dreams come true... and I believe that one day this dream would come true too... And I'm hoping against hope that I will meet him and it would be him that I marry. I told this to my parents and my grandpa, though they are eager to get me married soon, they are ready to wait for that guy but they still laugh at my dreams... So do you think this dream has any possibility to come true?? Please help me out... coz for the past 6 to 7 months my mind is a wrecking havoc... and I simply dont know what to do...
Thanks to all in advance..
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