I'm just going to go for it:

today at work I was meeting with a consultant about a case ( I can't say much because it is confidential). What I can say is that I/we have been very triggered by this case and to compound it, I don't feel like it got the attention it needed and warranted for the severity of the incident. I felt so alone and helpless in my attempts to advocate for this child. . .I will not see (her/him) again and feel no closure. In the course of our discussion, It became clear that I was very emotionally distraught over this and in the end, my DID was disclosed (and received with great compassion). I did ask for help with the triggers involved in my work and how this affects my productivity. . .I'm feeling so vulnerable. . .sad, and exposed. This is the first time I (some would say host but I quite often feel like a guest/member of some anarchistic group ) have actually written on this site. There has been an extreme amount of switching and I guess just total checking out. I finally got the courage to speak (twice today!).
Thanks for listening.
d-land calls me the professional/mama/wife. T calls me by our birth name. some would call me the host. I don't know what to call myself here. . .