((((((((((((((hey Neri! ))))))))))))))))))))))

Don't beat up on yourself! I've "been around here" to know that Miss A summed you up pretty damn good! I've seen you post wonderful feedback to others.......give yourself a break & cut the slack for awhile, eh?

I think that amdx64 has the right idea....one I should apply to myself! My very small apt., is so dirty that it turns my stomach when I CAN SEE IT w/o my contacts in! It's REALLY filthy!! But I cannot conquer it all at once....I have to follow amdx64 advice; set goals (baby steps) & have a reasonable reward when you get something accomplished...

I know the overwhelming feeling quite (too much) well....I sit down, light a cigarette & say "After this cig, I'm going to do..........." and I just can't do it. The result a revoltingly apt.

Wanna buddy-system? 1 thing a day & list reward; I'll do it w/ you!

Whadda say, Neri?? WE CAN SUCCEED!!!

Peace, DAYZEE9