{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}} Mildred,
it looked like you need as many as you can get, I have to agree
with everyone else who posted,,, your not mental, I know its tough
but just keep talking about it.
Grieving for the death of a parent is something that doesn't always happen right away, I know when my Mom passed away that I didn't really let it hit me and really grieve till 3 months later. Keep going to therapy, keep in contact in your friends. here and at home.. My Therapist keeps telling me write it down, get a
journal and write it down, it helps to get it on paper and expel it from
hurting you....
I feel so bad for your loss at such a young age....

Take Care

Bevers