Thanks for all of the replies. I know I will be going to the therapy to start but eventually my husband will tell me I don't need it any more and I'm wasting my time and gas. If I'm feeling the slightest better I will believe him or not want to upset him and stop going. I did that with my last therapist. I asked my doctor to send me to him because of my eating disorder and saw him twice a week for a couple months until my husband came home from Iraq. Than of course the visits didn't last long. I'm not strong when it comes to my husband.
I love the man but he walks all over me. The worst part is I let him do it. I don't stand up for the things I believe or even things I need 1/2 the time and it sucks but I'm going to have to find a way around that because I do need to see a therapist. So many twisted things are going on in my head and I need them to be fixed or at least calm down. It's driving me crazy... lol... Thanks for all of the advice. I wont even be able to see a therapist for a long time though. Maybe there is a way around it but as far as I know I have to wait until next week for the appointment with my primary care doctor just to get the referral than after I get that it can take 2 weeks for my insurance to process the referral. Than after it is finally processed I have to wait for the therapist to have another available appointment.
I think I'm going to call my insurance today and find out if there is a way around the waiting. Thanks for all of the replies!