I know exactly how that is. I dnt like the irritability and anger but I guess it goes with the territory. Who knew. And right now I really do feel crazy I had to get off to be all weird and now I had to get back on to let some of this out. I even screamed for no other reason than to let something out and right now I want to run around in circles and say whatever is on my mind and laugh even if its mean and I want to do things with ppl I wldnt normally do and I want my mind to stop racing cuz its going a mile a minute and I thnk I'm going to freak ppl out and I took an ativan so hopefully it kicks in soon and I have to stop noe cuz I cld g on and on and on and on and bye sorry a ltl crazy right now. Glad u all dnt mind it gives me a place to feel a part of somethign.