Eva,

Thank you for taking the time to type this out and share here with us.

I've noticed your absence and this helps explain a lot.

I wish I had words of comfort or inspiration. I do not.

All I can offer is deep appreciation for the energy it took to type up your words and post them here.

I hope it helps to have gotten this out.

((Eva)) you have so much going on and this list is huge in helping you continue to chip away at all this stuff.

kindly and with supportive thoughts,
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