Sorry BNLs...you definitely need a less stressful environment right now. Everything is affecting you acutely, so until your meds give you a little more hope and stability, I'd say do what you need to do...stay in a quiet environment (with a friend, or have a day just for you where you can do whatever you want...no kids or husband). The only other alternative (as I've been told too many times) when you're falling apart and don't want to go on is to go back to the hospital and tell them you're suicidal (if you are).

I hope you don't give up just because your husband was insensitive. He kind of sounds like a jerk half the time. I can't believe how unsupportive and selfish he's been. Maybe I don't know the whole story and he's been helpful some times. I'm just saying you deserve someone who doesn't treat you like a child or a burden. Mental illness is treatable. You're not going to feel horrible like this forever and anyone who thinks you're incurable or treats you like the illness is your fault or you could just snap out of it somehow needs to get the **** out of your life.

Stay with us and keep in touch. We would miss you so much and your kids will too.