My son asks mom why are u crying and I can't stop and I tell him I dnt know and he tells me he dsnt like it when I cry and I may have just ruined another relationship bcz I cldnt talk to them or explain to them why what I go through and expect them to want to be with me I feel so lonely and horrible and unlovable and all my chances at happiness are ruined bcz I can't get my act together. No man wants a whin crying woman and no child deserves a parent that can't be there for the emotionally. I may as well crawl back under the rock I came from where noone can be bothered by me. I think its all in ruins I've ruined it I've scared him off and pushed away I dnt want t let anyone in to see ths to know this peerson this shell of a person