Please help me.

My girlfriend broke up with me about 2 weeks ago and I still love her just as much as i always have. I talked to her and she did nothing but make me feel worse. I wanted to go to her to see if she could make me feel better like she used to. She likes this other guy who used to be a close friend and they have been writing poems for each other and everything and they uploaded pictures of them in the park together and her wearing a pretty dress on facebook. After that I took him and her off my friends and am trying to remove them from everything. I have never felt so ****** in my entire life.

Recently I started seeing a therapist and have had one appointment so far.

Right now I'm just sobbing, I cut myself for the first time in a year, and I stole a beer from my parents fridge to try and see if it would make me feel better. I feel like at this rate I'm just destroying my body.

I used to only think about suicide occasionally but now it's constantly on my mind. I have just been feeling worse and worse and worse as each day passes by. I want to just try and end it but don't want to hurt the people around me. I just don't see the point in living anymore.

I don't want to put up with all this crap anymore.

I'm desperate for help.

Please please please leave a comment giving me advice.