Thank you Rohag. I needed a hug.

I wish I could find someone who I could talk to but I just can't. I can't even confide in my key support worker because he'll get the crisis team onto me, I just know he will and i couldn't stand that, i really couldn't. I'm panicking again now and I really don't know what ot do i just wantto die so much. Everytime I think of it, I want t more and more and I just.. Arrrrrgggghhhhh!!!

I hate this everyone hates me and no-one wants me around and everybody lies to me and is just out to get me and I can't do anything anymore vecause I';ll just get hurt