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Aug 12, 2009, 10:03 AM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Alabama, USA
Posts: 1,309
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Thank you 
I'm glad people here want and need me here, althoughas always I never believe that people need me...
I've gotta go see my key support worker now and I really don't want to because I can't talk to him because last time I did that, the crisis team were sent to see me and I can't stand the crisis team and I hate this.
God, everything so f-cked up at the moment and I wish it wasn't. Why do I always get my hopes up, thinking everything's amazing when I KNOW, I just KNOW that something major's going to go wrong?!?!
I'm such a retard and I never learn my lesson. Maybe I should just let those urges in and let them take over and do their bit, instead of constantly trying to fight them. Why do I never give up?!?!
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