No one told me that, I guess I just gleaned it from what I read about it. That you need less sleep, your mood can be elevated, you can accomplish a lot of things. So, no, it's not always fun. Now I know that. I'm tired and I want to get 8 hours again, but I like the energy/productive part, the socially extroverted part, and the bouncy silliness at times. Still, my anxiety is up.
Sorry you're suffering. We'll figure this out. I got to call the doctor and ask her why the dose she prescribed didn't work last night.
Maybe I need an elephant tranq.

Hope you feel better soon.