(((((Russell_Mom))))) Sorry for your loss. It can be hard to lose someone. I just lost my sister in law after giving her CPR for 2 hours. Anyway, If you are on a limited budget you my find a state run health service with a sliding pay scale. Also there is a forum her for grief you might want to check out. Hugs for your day.

http://forums.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=26